For the past week, wanted to try driving. But, everytime i really scared that I will just knock someone and leaving their friends and relative upset.
It has been a long time since i enjoyed driving. I used to love driving so much. Love the feeling to be in control of the wheel. Performed pretty well in the first driving test after just 1.5 months of driving lessons and 3 lessons in the circuit. Subsequently, I have the phobia and it became disastrous. i went too cautious, frightened, out of control.
It is just so easy for the driver to drive and yet when accidents happened, the ones on the bike will eventually suffer. Be it fracture, paralyzed or even death. Some might be thinking, what is the chances of getting into accidents or getting someone killed. The chances is not high, but not as low as everyone is thinking. I really dun wan to cause any death, because it brings sadness to his/her friends and family forever.
Foolish. Some might say.
Stupid. Some might say.
Think too much. I know. But i just can’t help. I really need to find a way to love driving all over again.
Love. it’s just so hard to happen when you are heartbroken.