I should have listened to my mum.

“You should just learn to stop saying whatever that comes to your mind”

“You should think about how people will interpret what you say. You might not mean it that way, but people will see it that way”

My mum always scolded me for being insensitive, but I chose to ignore. It seems to me that I should have listened to her. Rather than learning it through the hard way, paying such a high price for a lesson which I should have learnt when my mum told me so.

A little too scary for me.

I think it is a little too scary when my friends have these little toddlers running around them, calling them Mommy. My God. I am nowhere near marriage and they already have a cute little one.

I think this thought is horrifying! I think I have to admit that I am getting more matured. I won’t use the word “Old” =)

I just entered into the working society and it is definitely a no-no to enter motherhood. wahhahaa..

I always wanted to get married at 24 years old, just like how my cousin had her wedding at 24. I think I know why dream is always dream and should remain as a dream. =)

drained

somehow.. everything don’t seems to matter anymore. my brain tells me that it is suffering, my body is telling me that i am tired.

A bad week

it’s a terrible week for me and i think it is a bad week for him too. Wanted to tell him about the terrible things i went thru at work and it seems that he is worried about his too.

Even before he started, I know that he will be upset if that day didn’t work out well. It’s just the way his job pays.

Now that I am in bad mood as well, I don’t know what I can do. I also don’t know how things will turn out between the two of us.

I am so tired at work and I really dun wan to handle any more shit.

trying to breathe

I am so trying to breathe. It is soooo much that i feel like giving up.

Now i know why they say studying is so much more fun than working.

OOps.. I did it again

I cut my hair short again. I think i am in serious trouble as my current hair is far too short to look decent in grad hat. Argggh!

It just remain bad.

Past few days has been bad or even horrible.

Unhappy things just happened one after another and things just don’t seems to be getting easier. I have weird thinkings in my head and wondering if it is the time to make the change.

Hope things will get better next week.

New Hair Style!

2 months is up and my new hair style is up tooo!

After 2 months, I somehow tink that i should not dye my hair brown. I somehow like Zeng Shimei’s new hairstyle in perfect cut 2. Space girl hairstyle!!!

straight haircut but i think that one really need a lot of time to dress up to bring out the look. Ehh… I lack of this motivation to wake 10 mins earlier to make up and match my clothes. I am so… llazy. I know.

5 mins of my sleep worth so much more than the make up and mascara. It’s so me!

Update

Alrigh.. It has beeen a loooong loooong time since i update my blog SInce the start of the my work, i wake up at 7 and then go work, finish at about 6 or so, went back home for dinner, on my laptop for work and then go to bed early.

Life is just like a routine. Not a bad thing but some may say my life is boring or ask if I have a life at all. Sometimes, there is a trade off. You need to give up something for something. Nothing is perfect, no free lunch.

Met up with rusty friends plus diwei last friday and just met up with the crazy girls somewhere near school as some of them are still schooling.

I am too tired to talk about my work. I think I better get the hang of it soon.

Mood hasn’t been good. Hope things will get better. =)

Backie in Singapore!

Alright… After disappearing for months, I am back in Singapoe!

Went to London, then around europe, heard and seen the historic sites, back to London, gave TNN a big big HUG. Followed by crazy shopping in the freezing winter.

Back to Singapore, rested a day or so, flew to Phuket for almost a week training cum meeting, back in Singapore and off to Batam for work.

Enjoying my work and also thankful to have appreciative and supportive teammates around. They really make work life much more enjoyable.

Have  lots to blog about.. have more than 2400 photos from europe, another 30 or so from phuket and none from batam as it is really pure work.

Back in Singapore, did some last min shopping for New year. And seriously, I always end up grabbing any clothes that comes because I suck at last min shopping.

I have not tidy up my room, my winter clothes and accesories are everywhere. I am hoping that no one will come over my house this year. I am not going to let Louis enter my room. I will freak him out. hahaha..

 

TIme for some rest! A long day ahead!!