dinner… i’m hungry

I flunked the english exemption test.. arGh.. this makes me joining the happy family which comprise of , Patrick, daniel, eugene, Jacq, terrance… and so on.. haha.. we will be spending our first week of our hols together… haha.. forming our happy family..

I’m praying hard.. that the lesson will end before 4pm each day… if not how i attend sandra’s wedding dinner!!! luckily sandra’s chinese wedding is on the 3rd.. if not.. i wun be able to go le lahz… hehee… Anyway… I have not taken anything since morning.. I’m very hungry now le lahz…

I fianlly put on my contact lens… took a look at my eyes… eErR Xin.. thats all i can sae.. As for my presentation on wednesdae… i decided to market the toothpaste, sensodyne… hehee…

Todae is our anniversary.. but i’m unhappy…

i wan my present

Can my dear santus claus drop me a gift for christmas? i wanted nothing but 1 double eyelid… coz I look simply digusting with only one double eyelid and the eye look so odd.. can i juz have the double eyelid without pain and blood.. if the god can’t give me the double eyelid i wanted, then u let my the only double eyelid i have to go awayz… i hate it.. coz it make me look ugly.. it make me look weird…

If that is all not the case… i dun mind having another of that pus thingy under my right eyelid.. let me have it removed… with a scar.. which will give me what i wan.. a double eyelid.. i love beauty, I’m the one whom ppl are talking abt… give up my life, for the beauty… i juz wan my double eyelid…

Had 2 of my test… and i really dun believe that …

Had 2 of my test… and i really dun believe that at the end the test paper.. my prof asked me how was the paper… and i replied.. ” i din expect those kuku questions to come out” what am i talking abt?!!! how can i sae that to my prof… oh my god.. he looked quite shocked… but i really hope he dun mark me down… i’m scared… my mind was so blank.. I’m so stoned… and i went home to sleep after the dinner…

My stats… Dying i gues.. din really put in effort to go study and do it.. i was about to fall asleep when i was doin the paper… Oh gosh… i’ve got more to come… presentation, projects… oh shit… when will all these end…

the studious me is not me

oh no… the blogger is not compatible with the mac… oh gosh.. i can’t see those icons such as the bold and italic…. anyway.. went to the sch to print those notes… then there is the 3 for $10 came in.. oh gosh.. she was so happy when she saw me.. smiling from ear to ear. but my brain told me.. i need to run.. my heart told me.. i’m unlucky… anyway… before i can run.. she tried to take advantage of me. she wanted me to lend her those notes i’ve printed out,, i dun mind lending her all those things.. but dun give me the lame excuses that her deskjet ink ex lahz… or she lazy to print.. and she even somehow implied that i’m stupid to print in sch coz she feels that it’s ex to print in sch…

So the conclusion is that.. it is cheaper and easier to photocopy from me lahz… haiz… i ran before she can do anything from me… I’ve got 2 tests next week.. it’s really killing me.. i really hate to eat books lahz… got any other way of studying or not.. such as scanning.. haha… much easier rite…

Argh.. i hate the studious me.. coz the studious me.. is not ME….

triple attack

Had my 50% written comms test todae.. it was a piece of shit… i’m praying real hard to get good grades for the paper… if not.. i will be in deep shit… i noe i wun do real well coz i couldn’t finish the papers in time..

During the break, i had my beloved macdonalds.. hehe.. nice nice… but it will be even nicer if adrian was with me.. but he’s alwayz not there when i need him.. can’t even talk to me when I need him.. used to be NS.. and now School… next time.. it will be work… so he will never be free to tok to me.. all these are juz excuses isn’t it?

Went to look at my Financial Accounting test paper.. I’ve drowned myself in the sea of MCQ.. got killed in there… I juz hate myself for making so many mistakes.. People always like MCQ.. but i hate them… i can’t differentiate between two close ans… I’ve got 7 marks deducted from there… Stupid me..

Then to the statistics… at least that one i got better… 8/10.. haiz.. but throughout the review lesson… i juz dun understand.. oh god… i’ve got two tests next week… one on tuesdae.. the other on wed… can someone juz help me out…. i’m dying…

tests

i’ve got a 50% test tomolo… oh hell… i really tot it’s a 25% instead of 50%. Anyway.. i’m really having a hard time trying to get use to the ibook.. And tomolo… I will need to write persuasive writing… oh man.. juz 2 lessons… and 2 tests that cover 50% of the module… isn’t that ridiculous… Hate it..

i really dunno how am i goin to survive thru tomolo… i mean plenty of luck… plenty of them.. haiz…

angry

Juz measured the bloody laptop bag and i realised it is a 14-inch one… i can even fit my toshiba laptop in… what the hell… The day when i went into the shop.. i asked them if it is a 12inch one.. and they told me yes… now it doesn’t fit and does not allow me to get my refund… and when i tried to tell him how angry i am… he doesn’t listen… he juz simple thinks that i’m unreasonable.

When i’m trying to tell him how i feel… he often use the logical judgement on what i’ve said… i dun need anything.. i juz need a lending ear.. to let me say out whatever unhappiness i have… is it so difficult… Of course a 12-inch laptop can fit into the 14-inch bag.. i noe it can.. but why should i have a bag which is so much bigger that my laptop can slip ard. It defeats the purpose of me having a laptop case as the protection isn’t it.

Stop telling me how unreasonable i am even before i can put my thinking across. If u dun wish to listen to my grumbling… u can jolly well tell me u got sth else to do. I hate it when i’m so sad and felt decieved.. and u keep reminding me how unreasonable i am.

my ibook

I’ve got my ibook todae.. nice nice ibook… i love it… hehe… but i dunno how to use it…

Hmm.. went to sch for my LTB project… but din do much things… then waited for shirley james to get my assignment back… Oh man.. i’ve got a D… wah kaoz… demoralizing… anyway… will need to work hard as i’ve a test on that on wednesdae.. i better score well.. i dun wan a c or d.. not even a b-….

Anyway… got to SSDC after schoolwork.. and shit… i failed the eye test thingy.. and i can’t get the PDL… anyway.. the staff there are rude.. i will lodge a complain against them… hate them to the core.. It was then raining cats and dogs.. i felt so bad for having adrian to pick me up even when he’s sick… I’m Sorry…

Had some Hor fun for dinner.. not very nice. hmm… talking abt food… i’m hungry now. Now i shall start to learn how to go abt using my ibook… it look fantastic.. but .. i really dunno how to use it.. so different..

sick

We are both down with flu….

He is down with flu… stubborn old fool who refuses to go home or to see a doc… Wonder how he is now… must be having fever… He alwayz has this problem of getting flu, cough and fever together.. whenever he has a fever.. it means high fever..

I dunno what else to do.. I really hope he can juz get home… perhaps when he is home.. I will feel relieve that, at least he is in good hands, his mother will take care of him. But he is juz so stubborn…

….Stubbon Old Fool….

my holidays

Oh ya.. i’m having my holidays now… but.. i’ve goin back to sch for kuku reasons… and nevermind.. the prof put areoplane… I’m goin to stay at home.. smell my bed.. sleep on my bed.. I’m goin back to sch tomolo again for project meeting… endless of project meetings… a few more coming up…

I supposed to be in sch at 930am to take my exemption test todae… but who cares… with my lousy and three-feet cat english… whether i take or not, i’ll still not be exempted. so why should i care…

Went to many places with my dear huiling… from orchard to dohby all the way to cityhall… we bought those lil’ cuties and bras! and surprisingly, the 5 dollars we spent on KFC each, had make our stomach bloated for hours… Bought 5 bottles of hair dyes, one for my mum, my auntie and 3 for my cousin, coz she got a long long hair and want to highlight her hair too.

I’ve got my Ibook… i noe it muz be nice.. i will try my best to learn machkintosh… i will!!

Ever since i got into this school, i felt that i’m no longer motivated to study… People in SMU really play hard and study hard.. but for me.. i juz wan to rest hard.. i kept sleeping and sleeping.. Once, someone asked me why i like to sleep so much. The reason being, I’m able to spend time with ppl who i can’t be with when i’m awake.. It’s only through my dreams, i see them, i talk to them and i feel them.