Raining new year eve…

It’s new year eve.. and there dark clouds.. and rain.. The weather makes me sleepy..

Oh ya.. I had a weird dream last nite. I dreamt that I’m in my wedding gown and has this long long veil which falls to the ground.. hehe.. I’m holding to a lily bouquet with peals lining… nice bouquet.. I could see huiling, qiujin, jiayi, sandra, weiling, joyce, bren, jolene. etc.. and i’m smiling.. smiling sweetly..

But… there’s one thing i’m not sure.. i dunno who is the groom.. haha.. i can’t see the face of the groom.. hmm.. weird dream.. AND… i dream that me teeth ARE dropping.. I better visit a dentist soon. oh god.. that’s the worst nightmare…

……. Will it just stop raining …..

A nice sleep….

I’ve got a long long sleep and a nice one as well.. haha.. that’s what i call quality sleep.. It had been some time since i slept so well. hehee.. i guess next time i will pull out my house phone in my room so that there’s no disturbance when i sleep.

the sky looks dark, it’s goin to rain soon i guess… but i wanted to go swimming.. i wan to learn cycling.. it’s time for me to auction my calvin klein summer frangrances, pour femme and por homme. Oh ya.. as well as that prada… i need money.. and i will get money from those perfume.. wonder if i should auction the CKone summer as well.. or should i give it to my brother.. hmm.. i guess i need money more… haha..

The Family Stone @ PS

Watched “The family Stone” @ PS.. hehee.. quite a nice show.. short and sweet.. It made me luff, it touched my heart and made me cried… Quite a good show…

Oh ya.. I’ve got mosquito bites all over.. and it’s all from my house.. it seems that my room is infested with all types of pest… shit.. i better get rid of them tomolo. Argh.. School is starting soon, while i’m still in the hols mood.. i wan a longer hols! I dread goin to school and completing my CIP. I wondering if there’s a shorter and easier route to get my Magma..

I wan to sleep soon.. dunno what to do for tomolo.. i better get myself down to some work.. i need to tidy up my room before i see baby mosquitos and cockroaches… haiz… I’m lazy.. =(

stupid steve

Argh.. i never noe that steve is such a joker until i tok to him in comms 100.. and now.. i din noe that he’s so good in suaning people till i experienced it todae…

I was welcoming him back to singapore.. I’m trying to be so friendly!!!! He told me that he never knew i can look good after looking at my display pic.. then of course i thanked him!!! then i asked if there’s a world diff.. and he said “the you in school look like hell and the photos look abit better than hell”… =_=”" what a compliment. Nvm.. he still added that i look like a geek in school… I guess i do look like one.. hahaa…

Anyway.. i really hope that there will be more girls in my class next semester.. if not it’s really pathetic to see 5 or 6 girls sitting in a class of more than 40 people… Hmm.. i guess it is hard for me to borrow a pad if my “auntie” caught me by surprise.. haha… Anyway.. i will miss my old class.. i dread goin to sch at 8.30am.. i’ve got 2 or 3 days like that.. i din even bother to look at my timetable to see which modules on which day.. i will do it after my new year celebration, when i got my mood to go back studying.. boOoooo…

i’m unhappy

I’m not feeling happy.. for the past few days… Nothing cheer me up.. I juz wan to indulge myself in my dreamland.. Ican’t find the reason why.. I juz feel unhappy.

It might be becoz school is starting soon.. I really hate goin ard knowing new friends.. I hate to once again experience those norming stage at project work.. I had enough when i’m in poly and at work.. I dun like to keep smiling to ppl when i dun feel like it.. but when i dun smile, ppl think that i’m angry, sad or sth negative… Argh… I wan back my old class? I no longer wants to know more friends.. To me.. the quantity is not at least important.. it’s the quality that’s count…

I want to see bren early in the morning.. i wan to see pooky who is full of nonsense… I wan to see starfish.. I wan to see everyone back in the old class.. =(

bad luck

On bad luck… Everything is against me…

My dear huiling… she suddenly realised the heart pain for the 500 bucks and decided to “sell” the package away… she need me to find ppl to take over.. erm.. but i dunno if anyone will be interested.. Huiling arh.. i thought can go gym and spa with u, so i decided to sign on the package with u.. but.. now.. DUN tell me u wan me to go spa alone arhz… *bleah* i hate u for that arhz…

I’m so unlucky.. i bought 4D.. i dun think got chance to win le lahz… haiz…

life is unfair

I’ve no choice but to agree that life is unfair… din want to tok to anyone in my family… went out early in the morning for my driving lesson.. Stupid me.. i duno how to cycle and i dunno how to drive too… i keeep “si che” haiz.. somemore in the middle of those main road.. diaoz… the instructor and other drivers were luffing at me… I juz can’t do things well.. I’m really useless…

But i manage to swim and stay afloat!!! at least, i manage to swim with my head sticking up.. haha… anyway… my niece swims like a fish.. so fast… can’t catch up with her.. so dui lian..
=_=”"

I muz learn how to cycle.. i will learn how to cycle… I’m still angry with my mum… * petty me*

my brother is sick

My stupid brother got drenched into the rain on christmas eve.. and now.. he is having a fever.. He’s on his way to Thomson Medical Hospital to see the doctor. I’m thinking.. I really dunno why is my mum so anxious when he’s having a 38.4 degrees fever.. It’s not a high fever and.. She wasn’t even anxious when i’ve got fever of 39degrees and above..

Thats the difference.. between me and my brother.. When my brother is sick, my mum will brew those “liang cha” and so worried abt him. She can even trouble my cousin to bring my brother to the hospital in the middle of the nite. How abt me? When i’ve got a high fever, that’s 39 degrees and above, she merely put cold towels on my forehead. I woke up myself to take my medicine… I will have to wait till the next morning before i make my way to the doc… Things were the same even when i had a fever of 39.4 degrees.. is that fair?

yesh.. i’m independent.. maybe she noes that i noe how to take care of myself. But how abt my brother? He’s old enough to take of himself too.. I wonder if she wants to follow my brother into the NS to take of him… he’s a forever baby…

Perhaps is the biasness of my mum.. i hate my boyfrien to treat other people better than treating me.. i hate it when i dun get loved.. Will i be as bias as my mum when i have my own kids? I really really hate it…

Loser

Call me a Loser.. i dunno how to cycle.. i’ve learnt for abt 1 hour.. and still.. i can’t cycle.. In the end.. my butt hurts, my ankle and feet hurts… booOooo… I wan to go swim tomolo..

No mood to blog… boOoOoo…

Christmas Present

Hm.. received a couple of chrsitmas present… hahaa… one from my brother as well… So i must say.. i love my brother a lot.. This year i’m really broke.. so juz made a wallpaper for him… hehe.. He love me as well.. so he wun mind.. =P

From my brother:

From Eugene and Jacq:

From weixiang:

This is the christmas present i give to my brother… becoz i dun have a photo taken together with my brother… so will use mine as the main.. haha.. pathetic.. i;m goin to take a photo with my brother soon.

Hahaha… yeah.. so nice of them… and i heard that my dear huiling is goin to give me chicken haha.. becoz chicken give eggs( sheng dan) hahaa.. she’s lame.. but i love her.. i’m loving everyone..

Thankew eugene for the noodle from HK hahaa…