kooh family

Here are the onli 4 of us who is 21 and below.. hahaa..

Here is my new cousin-in-law, tammy and qiqi, ryan, roblyn

here is my da gu and her husband, san gu with her husband, xiao gu with her husband, my er po with his wife… too bad my dad ws too busy enetertaining… no time for picture…

My cousin malva, her hubby desmond, their sweet daughter Jewel… Where’s their son Raine?

Sweet jewel who loves to take photo…

Ryan who looks like jap kid…

My cousin, liam sze with her hubby, martin and ryan.. but roblyn, their daughter is not in the pic..

hmm.. my er gu, with her husband and her children, liam sze, liam ngee and liam khoon. plus my da gu chang4.

My cousin.. but i dunno her name… i think is ah wee jie, carrying raine

desmond kor and sweet jewel.

my cousin, wang kor and his son kovan.

my cousin, qiao jie and raine.

my cousins. from ur left to right, liam khng, liam ngee, yizhuang, yijun.

my er po with his wife and their precious grandson.

Roblyn and Ryan

My er po with his grandson, raine

my cousins with kovan and Ashley… the daughter of qiao jie, the one on ur right.

Liam khng and qiao jie

that’s onli very small part of my family.. coz i dun really noe the others.. hahaa… anyway… sweet jewel is so sweet.. hahaa… how i wish my future daughter will be like her… i simply love children.. they are so adorable..

This year is sucky for me.. no luck at all.. i’ve been losing and losing from mahjong to blackjack to daidee to in-between… i’m the loser.. i shouldn’t have gambled in the first place.. hated myself for it.. haiz…

I better get down to my report.. sucky.. textbook time…

oh my god.. i should bnought those counter… thos…

oh my god.. i should bnought those counter… those click ones… i wan to count how many ppl are here todae.. i think there hsould be more than 80 ppl lor!! including those babies lahz… oh my god.. my house is flooded… with humans… i think my family is really scary!!! i wonder how things would be if one day i really get married!!!! hahaa… how many ppl i need to offer the tea to in the tea ceremony.. till my arms ache lahz… hahaa…

My house seems to be on fire.. if everyone of them burn my grandma and granddad a josstick, i guess it’s enough to set my house on fire.. it’s so smoky in there now… arGh….

My nieces and nephews have grew up… too much that i can’t even recognise them… hahaa… i’m old le lahz….

yesterdae i met my maternal cousins… wah kaoz… got two freaks there… onli noe how to study i guess.. when i asked him which JC is he in now.. luckily i din ask which poly is he in…. coz he love studyin and he never fail to secure good results.. it’s like.. he’s the cl;everest cousin i have in my maternal side..

He went into VJC for the first three months.. and when i asked him what’s his result after the points deduction… guess??? 2 marks!! wat the hell.. that means that he got full points lahz.. L1R5, 6 points.. freak!!! 1 english language can beat him le lahz.. i’ve got C6 for english lahz… wat the hell… wonder how he’s O level will be… hahahaa…

Freak freak.. i wan to be a freak too… at least i will get good reuslts…..

chinese new year

My dearest mama with me.. not my mum but my auntie who brought me up…

My brother and I

My cousin Jimmy with his wife, wee lee

My niece wenyi, can carry me up!!!

My dearest cousin, priscilla and I

I’m at home!

First day of chinese new year… went over to geylang to pray pray before i moved off to my uncle’s house at woodlands.. Met all my aunties and uncles there.. except for the second auntie..

I look so fat now.. it muz be all those pineapple tarts which make me fat.. ArGh…. i hate my bloated face…

i dun like this

smiles, greetings, food, handshakes, cheersl, joy, reunion, a brand new start…. that’s all what everyone says new year is.. but to me.. i hated new year.. i’ve been hating it for 5 years.. it bring me painful and sad memories.. reunion dinner.. used to be so crowded and joyous.. everyone was luffing and gathering together to talk, gamble and drink.. it used to be such joyous and happy occasion… but ever since 5 years ago.. everything seems cold… each new year onli means that one year had past, one more year, since 12/09/00, the date when my uncle left.

Everything is so different… No more 2 tables of mahjong games, no more blackjack.. no more laughter.. All my close cousins were married.. hence, everyone juz came for the dinner, before another cousin of mine come, they will be leaving for their in-law side.. there’s nothing known as real reunion dinner.. i missed those times when almost 15 people sat ard the table, eating together… fighting for food.. thou it was cramp, there’s laughter, there’s warmth.. something which is dissapearing year after year… something which everyone is talking abt, yet i juz can’t feel it…

When it comes to new year.. i juz feel that someone is taking one step closer to leave me.. i dun like that feeling.. All my grandparents had passed away.. my family is too big to be gathered together.. there’s alwayz someone missing… I miss those times when i’m a kid, at least i have everyone with me.. those ppl i know are there for me since i stepped into this world.. those ppl whom i respect.. those whom i failed to treasure..

It’s alwayz at this point of the year.. when i really know.. how much i miss them..

biz law presentation

had my first presentation todae.. it was a debate and i feel that the other party had done a fabulous job… in the end we won by juz that little bit.. perhaps it’s that we linked the both cases todae and concluded that why that decision make good legal sense and it should be followed. Enough of all these projects…

Jols, bren, amruta and I went for lunch at marche.. we were shopping as we walked there.. i’ve got my apple necklace!! so cute!! hahaa… i’ve been eyeing it since 3 weeks ago.. hahaa.. and i’ve got it!! Then we walked here and there.. then in the end i bought another eye lash curler… quite good!! and it’s on 20% off… so i got it right away.. all thanx to brenda’s recommendation! Oh ya… i’ve got myself another basic top from U2… And when we were in FOX, the threee girls were lke choosing clothes for me.. wanted me to look youthful and young hahaa… but those tees really dun suit me!

Jols got something to attend to, hence left me, bren and amruta. we walked and walked… shopped from shop to shop haha… and i saw this top in Mango… it’s nice!! a very low cut and i feel that it’s nice.. but i don’t have much occassion to wear! hahaa… save my money lah… spend so much money todae le.. hahaa…

The 9pm show is so sweet.. hahaa.. i want a perfect lover too.. hahaa… so sweet.. it’s a show afterall.. =) I’m hungry… what i’ve spent today was at the expense of my food! hahaa…

bbusy

busy busy busy,…. so busy with projects,.,. one before chinese new year and another after chinese new year… i dunno what to write for my BGS man…. i read the case and i’m still lost.. dunno what to write.. haiz…. 3000 words? hahaa.. i dunno how long i need to write that report…

juz managed to finish my report to send it over to my dear bren… hope that she will be able to finish early and go to bed… FORMAL tomolo… actually wanted to go shopping after my classes.. i never wan to wear formal to shopping… disgusting! haiz… i look really old in formal..

I’m tired… more things are coming after new year… oh shit… time really flies.. it’s like a month since sch started… but i’m still in my hols mood… shit shit.. i need to study…

my luck is still down.. i woke up early today.. bu…

my luck is still down.. i woke up early today.. but i ended up plucking my eyebrow and scrub my face etc… i dunno why i juz do not have the sense of urgency to be in class on time.. I juz hope to make it in time… anyway.. i got out of my house at 1125, and then.. i realised that i forgot all about my pencil case and hp after i got to the bus stop… so went back to take it.. i was late again!!!

manage to finish my part on biz law… i’m tired… i need to sleep…

drowned in my books

I’m grumpy now… every prof love the no. 6…. everything is due on week 6… damn…

I’ve got a biz law presentation on friday, that includes a written report as well.. then i’ve got a BGS 3000words report due next wednesdae, right after the chinese new year.. i’ve got Analystical skills homework to be handed in.. I’ve got the BGS research to be done.. I’ve got MA project to be settled, a troublesome and irritating project which requires the financial reports and budgeting process of a company.. who on earth would give u these kind of confidential information,, damn.. I’ve got to read up on my MA as the test will be on week 6.. Supposingly to have a written arguement for analytical skills due on week 6 but the prof pushed it back to week 7 as our class is one week behind others… I still have my photography project due on week6… i seriously thank junkai for helping me!!!!!!

argh!!! everything and everything is up to my neck.. soon, i’l be drowning in the sea of books… sickening.. reading and mugging during chinese new year.. that dun sound good and my cousins will be avoiding me becoz of my books… i wan to play mahjong… but how to play and do projects!!!!!!

Sickening.. everything is really against me todae.. i’m in damn foul mood.. can someone please cheer me up.. i’m feeling down for almost 3 days and i had enough….

unlucky day

Todae is a very terrible day for me..

It all started with puking.. and then i looked so pale that i need to put on make up coz i need to come to school. I’ve 2 lessons and 2 project meetings which will be due soon..

I vomited in the morning, so, i was very late.. then, i went out of the house without my ezlink card, so i had to make my way home frm the bus stop. sucky.. this was reeally sucky especially when i was late. Got to the school.. i was rushing for time and i din see the puddle of water cum mud and i stepped onto it.. god… messy and dirty,.. but i was lucky enough that i wore skirt todae.. if i were to be wearing jeans, it would have stained my jeans… But does this whole series of unfortunate events started becoz i wear a skirt?

Got to class.. my eyes hurts.. went to the washroom and took my contact lens out.. and it tore.. oh shit.. everything is against me todae… luckily, i brought my glasses along, if not i will be “blind”. after that, i realise that i din bring my pencil case with me.. sucky..

oh ya.. i’m in my analytical skills class now.. a new prof.. brian mooney… haha.. he is cute.. he give lots of exampples and even snag a stupid song which i dun understand… haha…

my feet hurts now.. juz becoz of the new slip on… and i’m hungry.. coz i skipped my lunch.. I’m tired.. coz i slept for 1.5hours last nite.. everything is not right… i’m on a series of bad luck… i hate it… but at least i’m not puking now… =)

tired

I began my day with sleepy head.. ended my day with a angry and sad heart… Today is not my day.. never my day…

Went to Ikea and got my utensils for the photography project.,.. then got myself a box to house my perfumes and cosmetics.. then i bought a t-shirt which i tot is nice.. in fact, it is nice… besides that, got myself another FBT shorts so that i can wear on new year eve..

Many things happened.. made me sad.. made me cry… I’m a crybaby.. so it’s no big deal when i cried.. It’s nothing when i pressed my head against my pillow so that no one will see me cry… I’m juz used to it..

My cousin finally helped me to set up the modem for my ibook.. and i’m using my ibook now… i’m so happy that i can listen to music.. coz the toshiba speakers sux..

I’m not happy… what can i do to make myself happier.. my projects are coming and i juz dunno how to go about doin them.

Oh ya… i’m sorrie diwei… din manage to attend his birthdae party.. sorrie…