here comes another

done with projects.. here comes exam.. haiz..

anyway i really wonder why smu females students dunno how to flush the toilets.. is it juz so hard for them to push that bloody button which is so damn obvious… I guess smu should conduct this lesson in teaching them how to dispose their pads properly too.. damn disgusting… i never noe girls can miss their “target” when they are sitting on the toilet bowl itself.. shame..

heard from brenda today that NUS and NTU exchange students said that SMU is so different.. haha.. i wonder if its for the good or bad.. hahaa.. anyway.. get down with work.. louis is still sleeping.. i really envy those ppl who can fall asleep with heads on table. at least i can’t.. haiz.. my MA sux.. printed so much things… invested so many money in MA.. i better get good results..

Insomnia and stomach overhauled..

driving lesson is fun today.. at least i din si ch…

driving lesson is fun today.. at least i din si che… hahaa… should be goin for my next lesson on mon… hehee…

ohz.. jocelyn helped me with my test paper today.. haha… actually i feel alrite with my results only… coz my mcq got 15 out of 30.. damn.. i never like mcq.. my true false got 8/10 and my long question got 58/60.. darn MCQz.. i hate them..

hmm… now i’m starting to worry for my MA… shit.. david haven send me his part.. argh…

headache and swollen eyes.. time for me to sleep!!!!!

angelsky called again.. yes yes yes…. i need a f…

angelsky called again.. yes yes yes…. i need a facial… esp to mend that big big hole caused by my big big blackhead… haiz.. i guess i should be goin facial soon le..

Got driving lesson tomolo morning.. had been rushing my reports day and night.. and i think is should start studying soon le.. hmm.. i wan to get rid of my blackheads.. they sux…

the weather is getting so damn warm… it’s so sticky!!!! i need more than 4 baths per day… shucks..

It’s my hell hell week this week… stayed in scho…

It’s my hell hell week this week… stayed in school till wee hours for 2 nites… and last nite i stayed till ard 9… fantastic.. haiz.. i was god damn tired when i got home… i sat up after i bathed as i couldn’t sleep with my hair wet… my eyes were barely open.. I hasn’t been sleeping well since monday…. slept for less than 5 hours each night.. it’s killing me…

Finally… i got to sleep till 3pm todae… for the first time in the week… argh… but how i wish my menses was not here… so that i can have nicer sleep… hehehe…

Argh…. need to get back to my 2 reports.. one individual and one group report… haiz… it’s hell…

oh god… i went for my driving todae.. and it was…

oh god… i went for my driving todae.. and it was like shit.. i dun even noe how to drive now.. haiz…. i guess i wun be able to make it for my test… i will need to postpone it… damn!!! i hate projects… damn damn… i blamed myself..

The instructor was asking me why i so blur todae.. coz not enough sleep lahz!!! slept at 5… woke up at 9.. Pui!… aiyah actually it’s juz that i careless and i dun turn and see blind spot or what before i turn out…. so almost got into accident.. haiz.. i’m not a safe driver.. dun ever let me drive even when i pass my test.. hahaa.. coz i simply sux.. hahaa

2 nites of hardwork and finally we presented todae…

2 nites of hardwork and finally we presented todae… we did okie.. and hope that i can secure an A.. if not my this sem will be BUANG… anyway.. happy to receive huiling’s sms.. but i’m really sorry ya? i will meet up with u next week after i finish my MA.. i trying to analyse my managerial accounting project.. trying to draw out the outline.. so that we can get on with it fast… haiz.. I look super panda today, even when i’ve my make up on.. haiz.. i need sleep.. so i drop dead on my bed after removing my make up…. sleeeep…

Anyway… I’m really happy today!!! hahaa… a simple message made me happy!!!

Oh ya… i really have a nice time working with my BGS group.. we made fun of each other… we realised that we are all jokers and crappers… we “suan” one another… here are some funnie jokes: They said that i must have met an accident before i came to SMU, that explains why I look so different today as compared to poly times. besides that, they commented that the doctor din do a good job… =_=”" that’s why i look uglier now! hahaha…. it’s so funnie that we kept luffing.. Joke no. 2: Pris stood up to present her part, and we were asking.. pris.. stand up leh… impolite leh u.. it’s obviously insulting as she is vertically challenged.. ahhaha… so funnie!!!! there’s so much joy, fun, laughter, smiles and anger in the process of the presentation preparation but.. i truly enjoy them all…

I’ve got these rashes all over me.. i hate them.. muz be drug allergies.. haiz… damn…

tired…

2nd nite in school…. argh.. everyone is so damn tired.. yesterdae we tried to sort our slides out.. 90 over slides.. that’s crazy!! then we finally slowly cut down our slides.. goin thru it over and over again.. trying to improve it.. trying to add in some entertainment etc.. that’s tiring.. i woke up at 7, reached home at ard 12 plus.. damn…

then today.. went for lesson and then trying hard to listen to class.. but i juz couldn’t… coz i’m disappointed with my test result.. i tot that i would get better to pull up my overall grades.. who noes… haiz… damn… i also made careless mistakes… i din compute the gross profit margin.. no wonder i juz couldn’t understand why louis keep saying that there’s this gross profit margin.. now i noe why.. coz i overlooked it.. i was so damn angry with myself… hate it!!!

Stress, tired and pissed… i’ve no mood for class.. no mood for everything.. i’m juz so tired and want to end everything… When i really need someone to talk to.. sth happened again.. too tired to clear up the mess.. too tired to do anything… i juz hate myself for everything..

damn.. got to reach sch at 7.45 tomolo.. ogt to wear formal.. argh!!!! i need to sleep.. No one noes how is it like when tired, pissed, disappointed, stressed and pms all comes together.. it’s worst and i’m experiencing it… haiz…

Argh.. I tot things are okie.. but it wasn’t… i …

Argh.. I tot things are okie.. but it wasn’t… i was good and obedient for the past 1 day or so.. and i stop vomiting… so last nite i tested by eating potato chips.. and i was okie.. so i assume i was well again.. So i drank soya bean milk this morning while i was waiting for terence at jurong.. i was okie… so we made our way down to nippon paint office.. Mr charlie Wong was personable and friendly. It’s so nice to meet him.. he had explained what we need to know. Besides, i’ve got to learn things which is outside the books… Theories seems easy… application seems hard.. everything is so diff in the working world…. I’m scared… i dun want to face the challenging world outside.. haiz…

ANyway.. then i got home… feeling tired and giddy… got home to take a short rest before goin for my class at 3.30pm. I got home with my cup noodles.. I ate my tom yam cup noodles.. it went inside my stomach.. and came out from my mouth… yucks.. there are even traces of soya bean milk… my throat was burning when the tom yam soup plus the hydrochloric acid from my stomach was vomited out… haiz.. it sucks.. i really thought that things are okie when i dun puke for almost 2 days.. why are things coming back again?? and i’m feeling bloated now… coz i drank some milo down.. at least to fill my stomach..

Please.. no more puking… it sux… oh gosh… it’s going to rain and i dunno when i can get home tonite.. i really hope that my BGS can be done by tonite… hmm… i need to sleep… *garfield’s eyes *

got to wake up @ 7 to get down to boonlay to meet …

got to wake up @ 7 to get down to boonlay to meet the manager of nippon paint at 10… then after that.. need to go back to sch for my AS at 3.30… then after that got project meetin all the way till 10 plus… oh shit… my day will be like hell tomolo… haiz…

I want a break!!!!

argh… i dunno what’s happening to me.. i vomit, …

argh… i dunno what’s happening to me.. i vomit, vomited and still vomiting.. haiz.. i can’t afford to be sick now~!! not for these 3 weeks… exam is drawing near… i sense danger… i smell the burning smoke…

I really wan to go out.. wanted to go out with huiling on thurs, but she’s sick.. and all thanx to me.. she got her sinus back again.. and her conclusion is that i’m the flu bug… coz i never fail to give her sinus when i ask her out… haiz… tHis is juz like how i fell sick with fever whenever they asked me out to chiong.. hahaa… it’s mutual.. hahaa…. Anyway.. long time since i play with my makeup… i want to makeip and go shopping for a while.. i juz wan to look pretty for a while.. i juz wan to go down to orchard road to smell some 人气。 I want to get some happiness out of shopping, out of makeups… argh… but things dun go my way…

OG sales is ending todae…everyone is down with project, so am i… but i really wan to go out!!!! Haiz.. I goin to screw up my GPA this semester.. coz i’m facing a problem which i always face in poly.. but things are far much serious here… things don’t seems good when i start getting frustrated and pissed… haiz… really hope that things will get better