started with a smile, ended with nothing

I wanted so much to write a long entry as i hasn’t been updating for sometime.

I was happily writing when things turn bad. Deleted the “haha”, backspaced the long long entry.

Now, it ended with nothing.

Hope everything will be okie..

The eye test really make my eyes so tired that i couldn’t concentrate during the meeting. I tried so hard to concentrate but i guess I only manage to take in half of what was said. =|

This coming sch term will be a busy one as i will be continue as a part time in SolidWorks. Even though it says “Part-time” the work is machiam full time. =_=”"

I guess as long as i manage to finish the assignments on time. It should be okie bahz. But i noe as it goes, more and more things will be added on. well… let’s seeee….

Shall meet up with the LTM peeps tomolo! Hard Rock cafe! I’ve never being there, hope they serve good food! look out for more pictureS!

*keeping my fingers Crossed*

I’m keeping my fingers crossed.. I really hope that tomolo will be fine. Let those suayness leave me. I’m not that greedy to yearn for good luck, i juz need a simple life. Erm.. but i got to admit i need some luck for my exams as I’m not as intelligent as others. heheeh.. I’m greedy after all..

well welll… some good news after all those bad news! I got myself a part time! I’m goin to continue to work in SolidWorks. I juz hope to learn something, at the same time, earn some money. I really need money to fix my already-wrecked health.

It’s time for all these nonsense to stop… *Stop*

No reason..

I was looking forward to my weekends. But this weekend was disappointing.

Perhaps is just hormones like what Joyce mentioned. But i noe it’s more than that. Too many things weighing on my mind. Too many things in my body are on the verge of breaking down. My jaw, my eyes and some other parts which I don’t wish to mention.

I wanted to be happy, who doesn’t. But happiness doesn’t come from the sky like how it happens in those fairy-tales that I was told. Happiness is too much to ask for, i can settle for simple. I just want a simple life. No more medical implications, no more specialist appointments in various departments. This has been going on for years. I’m tired, but why isn’t fate tired after years of game.

I’m down, seeking comfort in my own bed, hoping that everything will go away. But deep inside my heart, I know it’s just not that simple.

Some kinda personality test.

In the personality test, the question is: What’s your opinion of a Kiwi Fruit?

My ans: It doesn’t look like a fruit at all.

Well, the test result is that i’m about 70% stressed up and this is alwayz the case. Well, it’s quite true. I alwayz get stressed up with every small little things. I’m paranoid.

Then the test says, i’m those kind of ppl who believe in every one is kind at heart. Even though the person cheated me, i will still feel he is good in nature. In a way, they saying i am a saint. Well, if there’s one person who ever cheat me, i think i will be spreading this round and round, bitching abt every little thing about him. wahhaa. I am not a saint nor dumb to be so trusting. haha.

It’s not true. But louis alwayz say I alwayz let other ppl take advantage of me. Well, i dun feel it that way. Everyone needs help sometimes, juz that i prefer to do it on my own, instead of keep asking help. Hmm.. nevermind lahz. dunno how to say. =_=

It’s almost Friday!!! Here comes my weekend!

Dinner with Judy and Pals!

Alright! Judy is back from melbourne for hols! Meeet her for dinner on Monday. Sorry for the late post but that’s what procrastination is about! hahaa.. bleah! let us look at the photos!!

We had dinner in crystal Jade in taka and Mr Sim was lateee.. very very very late!

Look at my the cute little birdie!! we were wearing this couple tee! hahaha…

I’m going out of my mind. Most of my friends said that and indeed, i am going a little looney!

Photos!

Just when I tot i should do this tomolo, I decided to stop being lazy and upload photos!! Good Job Lishan!!! =P

Look at the lovely girls!!

Then the lovely Cakes!!

Dear Calin really bring the cake all the way from bedok… *touched*
We shall blow the candles! not forgetting the wish!!

Had a real nice dinner!!!! I enjoyed soooo much.. here are the photos!!!!

Thanx girls!!! I love you all!! and Happy Birthday Meiyan!!!

*Hugx & Kissses*

Wooooah.. It’s Pasta!

Met up with the girls on the Saturday for the mini birthday celebration. Nice girls!!! They are going to have their Summer examination soon. Really appreciate the effort and all!! The pasta is really really nice and we took photos too!!! I got to wait for all the photos to come before i post everything uP here! haha..

Thanx gers!! I shall update soooooon…

Phin’s !

Went for a simple birthday dinner today. Went over to Phins and we had the ribeye steak. Not bad! it’s really worth it. I will definitely go back there again! I’m sorry but there’s no photos as i was practically falling asleep as I’m having my meal. Not that louis is boring, not that we did not talk. The worse thing is that i was talking and at the same time dozing off. My god, I’m so so so tired. Louis said that I look so pale, as though i’m gonna faint anytime. Well.. I juz lack of sleep. hahaa.. But I’m well loved by so many, i will be okie one lahz.

We then went to mount faber as i’m so tired of Bugis and cityhall. We went up the hill and took ONE photo. I was really too tired for photos and i look crap! It’s with louis and i shall upload it some day. But I know he is really sweet lahz!

He’s so cute lah!! He brought this lighter and showed me the lighter. He apologised and said that he din manage to get a cake, but he did get the lighter ready for the cake! Oh well my dear.. i dun need a cake lahz!! I’m so filled with the love-y donuts from Qiujin haha..

Ooh.. a few days back i keep saying thank you to louis. Coz, this is the surprise he gave me! My birthday pressie!!!

Thank you dear.. really thank you for every little things you have done for me. I love you~

Thank You!!

Alright~~ No matter how tired I am or how much things i have on my to-do list, this shall come first!! Let me blog about this Wonderful Night!!

Well.. I don’t go KTV.. but i muz admit today was quite crazy. hahaa!! we went to the The.One KTV in Orchard and i think it was really quite worth it lahz.. let me tell u all what we did!!

Okie.. first.. my sweeet elvina aka Qiujin really give me a big surprise!! she handed this orange box over to me and say “for you!” Oh My god.. is like Donuts factory lahz!! i wonder how long she actually queued for it. I wanted to queue for it for like 3 times and in the end i really gave up. How sweeeeeet!! she was so busy today and she really took time off to queue for donuts for her childish friend. **touched** Look at this!!!

Although i really love the colours and shape of the donuts, i LOVE YOU MORE!! hahaa

Alright this is the first one.. Then!!!!! we went to somerset and sat down in the The.One KTV.
Waited for Huiling and da da! i got my present!! hahaa.. It’s a bath gel!! hahaa.. it smells so nice!! They say it’s kind of kinky stuff… well!! hahaa… I love the shower gel lahz!!! look at this!!!

I swear ants will start crawling onto me!!! hahaa…

Then… I am not a KTV person and i swear my singing can force the people from other room to flee from the KTV lounge. So i started snapping pictures.. hahaa… look at these!

Then i went crazy…

wahahaa!!! how crazy that is.. I’m indeeed going out of my mind!

We had joy, we had fun and thanks for all the love and the KTV session girls!! I love you all tooo!!

Then.. came the sms-es and msn msg!!!
Thanks to all birthday wishes, digital version of birthday songs, Hugs, kisses, wishes, love and i truly treasure every friendship that we share. I promise.

i love all of you… i truly do.. Thanks to the two gers today. Stupid qiujin almost made me cried lahz.. it’s quite dumb to cry over the donuts and quite embarrassing to give her a hug in SUNTEC. But it’s very touching lahz!!!! So well.. Hug u other day! ahhahaa

Here is the little pressie that i got for myself! Mr. Birdie says Hi!

* I’m signing off with smiles and joy. I’m loved. =)