After one day of work, I’ve no energy left to do my readings and stuff. I guess it’s going to be tough. The strategy is a bitch and ethics is a nanny. I dunno why the prof is sooo naggy and the class itself is sooooo long.
I can’t wait to graduate. Time to get back to my readings. Shit….
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It has been days since I got that insomnia. I managed to get to sleep last night but i kept waking up from time to time. Sux… I really need some sleeping pills. I need a gooooood sleep.
I really hope that I can just stop sch and concentrate on work. =|
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Got this very bad insomnia last nite. I was on the bed for a VERY long time and yet i just can’t to sleep. I feeeeel so sleepy now. shittt.
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Sometimes, I truly wonder is it really that great to work in this company. I asked myself if I like the job. *Shrugs* I dunno. I certainly do not like to be given those shit jobs and even got to be checked to see if I’ve finished clearing the shit job. Sometimes, when i do need information to progress with my work, people juz sit on those information i need. She will tell me to source for a million things, yet she does not give me an answer whether she want to engage their services or not. In the end, the people will just pester me for ans and I have to ask her for the ans.
But, there are so many times that she will tell me that she is still thinking about it. YAH RITE. Taking like months to decide and finally when she need to service urgently, she will get me to get them to rush things out. That’s not the right way to do things. Now that many of my things are put on hold, she shoot an email to ask me to update on the task i have on hand and if I completed one of the task that she got me to do. Well. I seriously i forgot about that task totally. Will rush it out for her on tues then. Sometimes, i seriously hate it. waste so much of my time sourcing for things and in the end, she just put everything on hold.
Sucks. Time to source for new job.
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It sounds weird for me to say this, but i’m truly so proud to have my dad as my father. Somehow, i feel what I have today is all due to the good things he did in the past. He is a good man. Everyone told me so, but I did not pay attention to it. But today, I truly understand why people say so.
There’s this middle aged man living opposite my house, so called my neighbour. Sometime ago, he met some accident and is paralyzed from waist down. To me, I pity him, but I did not pay much attention to him. I just know that he is surviving on the little money he made through fixing electronic stuff for people.
Today, I saw my dad passing money to him. I asked my mum, what is my dad doing. She told me that ever since the acccident, my dad is doing what he can by giving him some money for him to buy his meals. Although my family is poor and my dad is saving every bit he could to keep the family going, he is willing to spare the money to help those needy. He do not mind how hard he worked to save the money, coz he know others need the money more than us. A little make a great difference to them. I know. This is what my dad has been telling me since young. How we should be considerate and empathetic towards others. He does what he preach.
I can tell how generous he is with others. He is willing to spend lots of money to buy sweets and stuff for my relatives andyet, he is unwilling to spend a little more on himself. I don’t see him buyinjg new clothes or shoes on any occasion. He will only buy those stuff when the things are broken. He did so much for others, but yet he seldom talk about how much he did. He does everything from the bottom of his heart, sincerely hoping that he could make a difference to their life by helping a little.
Somehow, it made me feel so guilty for shouting and throwing my temper at him. I used to say he’s a mean dad who will just shout at me. But, now i know that although he is a man with few words, but he is one with a kind heart.
=) I’m blessed.
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Alrite.. Let’s start with the bali. I hasn’t got those photos from the office but these are what i have in my camera. Of course there are some others which took for company purpose lahz. ahhaa..
* oh.. I manage to drink my Fanta in Bali! Louis stopped me from drinking in Bangkok. ANGRY*
Alright… Now the pictures for the new year countdown. We went suntec city and had out dinner in Asian Kitchen! Nice nice food. hahaa.. We were too hungry to queue for the food, so we juz settled for whichever queue is shorter. =)
* Can you all see his deformed smile?! He’s tired of smiling and taking pictures. *
* Then… He was pissed! *
* SMILE! *
We had our dinner in steak outback. It’s pretty expensive as we really want to save some money. hehehe.. But we really enjoyed ourselves!!! Look at the food and U all will understand!
* Before the feast starts….. *
* Sweeeets *
Hope that everyday will be a happy day! =)
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** Due to a delay in the uploading of photos, I din manage to upload the photos. I promise to do it over the weekend.
These few days have been hard, for some reason, I kept dreaming about the ugly past. The old bad memories just kept pouring back at me as though telling me that I won’t have happy days ahead. Well, now that I’ve looked back, I’ve really beeen through a lot. I might not be the most unfortunate on Earth, but I’m sure I’m one of the more unfortunate ones in Singapore.
It’s not easy, and neither is it hard for me to come so far. I’ve got love, care and concern from many of my friends and of course the support from my family and bf.
To add on to my emo-day, i decided to clear my room, to put the beautiful moments into the archive, and clear away the unhappiness, pick up the critical lessons I’ve learnt in the past year and then start anew. My room is in a incredible mess and it is really taking me a long time to clear it up.
Most of the things are notes, which is piling up under my bed. I’ve already threw away some, those that i knoe i will never need it again. Then, i saved some and i don’t know why i decide to keep them with me a little longer. Perhaps I was thinking of some BBQ, and I could just contribute my notes. I’m sure the fire can last for the whole night without charcoal. And then, I cleared up my letters. I looked through my card bills and realized that in year 2007, i spent most of my hard earn money on MEDICAL. freaking expensive medical fees. It will be a better year this year. I hope.
Well… Then i found my barbie dolls! I dun think my nieces would want them as they will twist their head off within a month, just like what they did to my precious baby face doll.
Time to get back to the cleaning.
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Yes, yes. I’m back in Singapore buttt…. i will blog on the trip sometime later! I’m clearing those backlogs! =(
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Hello alll!! I’m blogging away in Bali! It’s a paradise here!
I’m sitting in my room blogging away and at the same time, watching the ducks waddling pass my room on the field outside. It’s heavenly. I’ve got this king size bed to myself, but that makes me feel a little lonely. Wel well, good sun, fun people and good food!
Let’s first take a peep at my room’s pictures and there will be more to come!!
I’ve already slept in the bed for a night, and amazingly, it still look decent rite!! As for the view!!
I was taking this picture from the inside of the room as there are mosquitos outside! Typical Lishan! hahaha… I will go out of the room someday and take some decent photos. Bear with this! Oh ya.. a while ago, some ducks were waddling on the glass patch and the far far away, you could see the sea! hahaha. nice!
Lunchie time. Shall update more when I go back! =)
i’m feeling a little guilty for missing the class, but, i am really getting a lot more laughter here. It’s worth it! =)
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I’ve got this very bad feeling about this. Baddd…
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