Time to let go

i think it’s time to let go

Too much thinking makes me confused. Too much “What-ifs” makes things more complicated.

Perhaps like what Amelia shared, “Let go & the blessing will flow.”

It’s time to just let go.

Looking Back.

Alright. At 7pm today, I finished my last paper and graduated from SMU. It has been a long long journey. A journey full of love, pain, tears and hatred.

I got to know my lovely girlies during the school days and at the same time losing some. The only word I could describe SMU is hell. Projects in late night and even weekends, the kind of busy life that we all cursed and swore. I never fail to indulge in another 10 mins of sleep, than to wake up to put on my contacts and make ups. I never fail to turn up in class with my tees and shorts unless I need to work or i have presentation.

The kind of life that I used to hate, but now when I think about it, I will miss those times when we argued with each other on why that idea should not be used, the times when we even almost get into a fight. This fluffy days when we stayed up to finish up the beautiful brochures and marketing collaterals. We worked with a common goal in mind, that is to give our best for the project.

Finally, I have graduated. Friends around me kept asking me why am I still studying? It feels like I have been studying for many years. Finally, I manage to finish my degree in 3.5 years instead of 4. Now, I shall get myself prepared for my grad trip and my work. It’s gonna be tough.

My dear Louis will be leaving for Hk tml and wish him all the best for his interview. Hmm… It feels a little weird that I am wishing him all the best for a job position in HK, this means we might be maintaining a long distance relationship. But wellll, we both need to work hard for a better future. =)

Shall get myself some foood to celebrate my last paper! and for other dearies, all the best for your other papers!

Finals in SMU

last report down. And thank to Ryan who checked through the report and submit the report.

Tml, will be the last presentation in SMU, while my last exam will be on Tuesday.

Did some final fluff for the presentation and shall post it up after the presentation tml, together with the fluffy collateral we have done over the 3 years.

Somehow, I start missing school. But well, I am looking forward to my job as well. It’s gonna be a new phase in life, new learnings, new people, new experience.

It has been a hectic week and I have not been working for the past week. It’s another month closing and I really need to get those figures in before i fly to Europe in mid dec. Somehow, i feel a little bad for leaving the loose ends to my boss and christine. But i really need that 1 month break, a month without checking of emails, calling and following up on the 101 stuff.

Shall officially start work on the 15th jan, the day i suppose to fly and get my ass to phuket for 1 week meeting. The adventure will start soooon!

I think my Mac somehow knows that I gonna get a laptop from my office. The adapter starts to get loose and sometime it doesn’t charge at all. i am so scared… i love my mac.. in fact, ALOT. despite the many problems it brings me during games.

wooooah.. and Joyce & Jinhui are back! Gifts from them. MACADAMIA NUTS… Woooohoo.. I ate a little too much and I am starting to cough. wahhaha..

Can’t wait for tuesday to come, and i have been dragging my school fees for a long time. Despite the warnings that the school issued, I just refuse to pay up. Freezing of my Oasis, unable to view exam details. I just dun feel the urgency to pay the money. It’s time for me to part with the money.

Time for bed!!!

Bubble burst

Today, when i was working on something else for my work, i recieved this news from my marketing director. Shae say that the marketing meeting will be held in BEIJING. I was so excited. The excitment turned into heartache when i saw the date. 10th to 12th of Dec. Means I will be back like 2 days before the Europe trip which we plan to leave on the 14th Dec. Brenda warned me of the snow storm in China and ya.. I really shouldn’t go.

Besides, i will not be able to get my winter clothes clean in time if i get back on the 13th morning. It will be terrible if i hop on the plane to beijing on the 10th, came back on 12th, go to Europe on 14th dec, come back on the 11th Jan. Then back on plane to Phuket on the 15th Jan, then back in SIngapore on the 18th/19th.

HELL.. But i really think it will be fun. =)

Shall give Beijing a miss. I will return to that Great Wall! I wanna try the satay-similar sticks in beijing, those that calin and bren raved about! Wooooo hoooo.. Another month to Europe. I’m feeeling so happpy!!!!

it never seems to stop.

My nose is such a nusiance. The mucus just keep flowing and flowing. Now, it’s red and the cough just dun stop. Time to see another doctor to get the medication and stuff. This is really bad.

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Numbers are killing me

I have been working out on the financial statements since yesterday afternoon. DAMN. i just cannot get it out. A balance sheet that don’t balance, some working captial shit that I totally don’t understand.

I am so pissed with this project. Things have been draggin and dragging. I really wanted to get the report out of the way so that we can rush the 3D model out. I think the 3D model will be okay since today Kelvin and I had get almost everything out. Just need to stick it in and get the walls up.

This project has been draggin and dragging. I just want to end the misery fast. Fever has been coming back every now and then, my nose is still as block as ever, my voice is like donald duck and seriously, the medicine is not working. Has been going to the doctorS. Shall see the doctor on friday again after I finish my med.

I want to get the financial information out and start working on those missing parts of the report. There are so many parts missing and it is just pissing me off. very badly.

Shall try to get the financial statement out by tonight. Damn